It is Friday once again. One of my favorite days of the week, lol. Though I don't know if I should be happy it is the weekend. Hays, I know I am crazy and selfish and greedy. You might wonder where did this came from? From the bottom of my heart, lol. I want to make a post telling all the goings on from last week up to the present but it will not be good to everybody involved. Tell me, why is there such a thing as decency and loyalty? If not for these I could have told you what is in my head right now and who cares how people will react to it. My head is full of what ifs and my heart is about to bust with emotion which is hard to contain any longer. I want to shout, curse, and hit somebody but I can't. Firstly because I am not a violent person and secondly because I don't want to hurt anybody even if they don't really care if they have hurt other people with the things they did. It is a cruel world with some cruel people. I will still hope them the best though. I hope they prosper and fly away from us. Start their own lives and stop being weak and dependent. It is unfair to let other people clean up a mess another person created right? And this is what is pissing me off. I know I will heal and this is just a temporary setback but I can't help being angry. Forgive me.